Yes, the spywareblaster from javacoolsoftware.
Right, feeling really idiotic at the moment

Have it for a few month now,
but i had this silly notion it wasn't doing it's job right, so i checked the
help file were it says under "enabling protection"
1.) Open SpywareBlaster
2.) Click on the "Enable All Protection" link under Quick Tasks on the main
screen.
3.) Exit the program - you're done!
SpywareBlaster does not need to remain open for its protection to be active!
The last sentence kind of made be believe it could be that it had to be
opened every time, meaning loaded. Perhpas as i'm not native english speaker
it didn't seem quite clear. And the fact i don't know jack about how
software really works didn't help either, obviuosly.
Thanks for clarifying that
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